Saturday, June 14, 2014

S1dharthM, if I could just tell how much I love You

I sometimes imagine if I would ever be able to tell you how much I love you....gosh I might never be able to but one thing that I can do is write it so that you might just see it. You might not even see it but well what does it take to hope....hope that S1dharthM will read my post one day...a post where I try and tell him how much I love him.
I heard your voice for the first time on radio and dude I fell in love with that crisp, manly baritone voice.  This was during SOTY promotions and till that time I didn't even know that a guy so drool-worthy and so humble existed (wasn't I pretty unlucky :( ). Finally when I searched on you, SOTY, videos, interviews, performances I could proudly say that I love the guy called Sidharth Malhotra!!!!
Then the journey wet on from Abhimanyu Singh to Nikhil Bhardwaj and has reached Guru at the latest but my love seems to be growing and never ending. I don;t even know if this is normal craziness of being a fan...this is certainly much more than that.
I feel week in my knees when I look at your pictures, start blushing and going beet root red when I see a smile on your face, your voice takes away all my worries and your name rings a bell in my ears, mind and heart.
It is difficult to justify a crush on a BW actor because dude this is not crush but just LOVE....which seems to be growing and expanding (proudly so ;) ). It is difficult to expalin the phenomena of having butterflies in my stomach just by hearing someone's name, looking at someone's pictures and not even knowing whether I will be able to meet him any time soon or rather EVER!!!
Today I just feel like telling you how much I love you and well keep telling you that.
Yours and only your fan from Delhi
-----Zoha

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